It's so hard for me to concentrate this morning. I got some upsetting news from my girlfriend last night and I still keep turning our conversation around in my mind. I can't really talk about it right now in too much detail because I have to leave soon. I offered to drive my good buddy to his appointment with a Phoenix bankruptcy lawyer. He's obviously got big problems of his own lately, but I need to talk to someone about it! Basically what I can say is that she finally admitted she has been keeping up an e-mail correspondence with her ex-boyfriend. They were extremely close so I had a sneaking suspicion they were still in contact with each other. I didn't like it, but I felt okay about it. After all, she was with me. Well, I guess during the course of talking to one another something between the two of them has been rekindled again. She admitted they are both starting to have romantic feelings for one another again. I was completely sideswiped by that. There were things she told me about their relationship that had me positive she wouldn't be interested in getting back together with him again. I don't know what to do about it right now. There's more to the story. I'll have to write about it when I come back. I'm really torn up about it.